Note to self
I’ll stop being this drama queen! Hahaha hey! I can’t be sad forever right! So i’ll stop being sad for no reason! This guy that i like and this friend that i have they are not actually going out yet! I’m exaggerating this! We actually don’t know if he likes one of us hahaha typical girl problem ha! Something happened in the past that made me afraid to even try.. I thinks its time to change! I realize i have the same chance as she has and if i give up know she will just have an advantage! I might get hurt,i might cry,i might feel that i’m not good enough for him but at least i’ve tried right! I know i will feel so insecure but what can i do their will always, always be someone better them me! Smarter, prettier and bubblier but it doesn’t mean that i’m not good enough for anyone! I want to remind my self that I’m good enough! I have my own strengths and if he can’t see it then its not my problem anymore! I want to wake up every morning trying my best! Because at the end of the day i will be happy and i won’t have any regrets if i know that at least i’ve tried! I will have my bad days but i don’t want to worry anymore! I will just cry it out and then remember all the good things! It’s just a bad day not a bad life i want to put in efforts in everything that i will do! So i’ll stop saying “i give up” because now i realize that i won’t!